Full Figured Siren

   So I recently had an insecure moment about my body image. Living here in America it is extremely hard, especially when the world is screaming at you BE SKINNY. The media constantly streams to us that skinny girls get:
~Attention
~Love
~Money
~Better Opportunities
~Don't have to work as hard
   Skinny girls are automatically pretty no matter what. They never have to stuff themselves in anytime of clothing. I don't know how they do it. I mean I ENJOY FOOD! Who doesn't, although those who have fast metabolisms don't count( I hate you guys!...jk..no really). It is clear a journey of self love is needed not only for myself, but for other women as well. It is a constant struggle for us.
    The woman pictured here is the lovely Crystal Renn. She used to be 95 pounds when she first started off as a model. Currently though, she has been a plus sized model and working it!  I love the curves of this women..I don't think I have any! Recently she went to a size 8-10, but she still looks just as fab. My fat never falls in the right places..I wish. I seriously need to work on self...does that make me selfish?

IT'S FINALS WEEK!!

Hello,
   Pardon my abrupt cease in personal growth trust me it is not by choice. I'd rather grow personally then have to take my exams for the next two weeks! I'm so nervous about these exams and will be losing my life for the love of my courses. Just two more weeks of school and I can start a new summer for myself as a young adult finally! I will have a better job then before making a little bit more than I had while I was in school. I'm even going to work in my favorite hospital! I'm more than excited to start my job and look forward the the opportunities this will give to me. I'll be back don't worry..finals suck. For anyone in school no matter the major, you know exactly what I'm talking about! *Insert nursing book head slam*
                                                                                                             Lord help Me,
                                                                                                                  DB<3